Im weak !, By Mya

I Miss him again. Like yeah, almost everyday i miss him right now. Hmm, entah lahh.. Jauh buat mya rasa lemah and rasa kekurangan. Mya tak nak fikir yang bukan bukan about him. Tapi kebanyakkan apa yang dia buat, buat mya rasa ragu ragu. Mya nak avoid from rasa mcm tuh, sbb dia akan rimas dgn perangai mya mcm tuh. Tapi mcm mana mya nak buat kalau dia tak tolong mya ? Semenjak berjauhan, a lot of things happen. Like, his ex text, late reply my msg, always mad of me if i ask a simple question, Tak mesra dgn mya even dlm msg, tak suka on phone dgn mya lelama even once a week :') And sometime, mya msg lain, dia reply yg lain. Mya tak tahuuu !! Mya tak rasa dia tipu mya or curang dgn mya. Mya cuba untuk percaya dia like 100%. But his act make me think like.. errr.. betul ke ? what if this ? what if thats true ? A lot of question ! Sedih sangat. What happen to me, am im feeling well tdy ? what i am doing tdy ? he never ask. Im sick, He never wanna know. And mya pun tak pernah smpt bercerita pada dia. Masalah mya dgn family mya pun dia tak tahu. sbb mya mcm tak smpt nak cerita and luah. Dia bgn lmbt, if dah msg, lmbt lmbt reply, last last dia tdo mcm tu ja. dah lah tdo awal.. GOD help me please. Make me strong again. I dont wanna be like this.. I dont wanna loose him again. Hmm..

Ikhmal : I miss you so much, please faham perasaan hnny..Kalau apa apa pun, just tell me. Jangan hide or tipu okay. Minta sangat :'( Hnny sayang baby more than everything. Hnny just nak kita happy mcm orang lain.. *sobbings Please sayang..